Snow Dance Trio

Posted by JC at February 15th, 2010

(a friend of mine was joking a couple of years ago that she didn’t want to work the next day so she was going to do her “secret tribal snow dance” so she’d have a snow day. Something about the idea caught me, so I wrote something about it and sent it to her (on the fly, no edits). The first was “too dark, I’m in a cheery mood”, the second was “still too dark.” The third was “there we go!”. : )

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Tribal Dance
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feet bare, she stomps, twice, hard, compressing white
powder into ice; sharpened fragments score
pale skin,
powder tinged red — blood offering
to the Gods of White.

The wind whips, frozen from the northwest, screaming into her hair, a wild mane spinning
as she spins, wild eyes, frantic footsteps still precise, dancing rune-marks
on the thin white canvas:
GROW!
She sings the storm, dances the wind, orders the blizzard forth,
RISE UP!
She commands the drifts, the piles, the white dunes sparkle
beneath hints of pale moonlight
seeping through the clouds
that she has
summoned:

Thunder Snow

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On the Landing
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She shuns socks, despite the cold.
Her feet, bare, scarce touch the frosty stairs –
wind-like, her passage near invisible, but felt.

At the base of the steely mountain, she peers out,
calling to the iron sky, faint hope growing
as white dust piles
and vision blurs
she shivers, dancing in place, toe
to toe, so long as she can stand;
longing for imprisonment,
searching
for freedom

and with a touch of hand to steel
she celebrates
in fire.

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Snow Day Prayer
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Across the city, the sky is grey, but hearts
are warm
and hopes shine brighter than any mere winter’s excuse
for a sun.
Across the city, in living rooms, and bedrooms, and basements
the children stand in pajamas
and warm socks
looking out windows
watching the blanket of white grow, sparkling, across town.
No school! No school! A day to play, a day
of freedom, no more classes, no more books, no more…

Across the city, the sky is grey, but hearts
hold hope.
Cigarettes burn, and coffee steams in contrast to snow
blowing ’round.
Across the city, in living rooms, and offices, and coffee shops,
the teachers sit, relaxing
full of smiles,
watching the blanket of white grow, sparkling, across town.
No school! No school! A day of rest, a day
to regain some lost moments, and spare some dirty….

Above the candy store, the sky is grey. A heart
beats fast,
and hope is more than just some passive thing, a fire
that grows.
Above the candy store, pajama clad, no socks, one woman
dances, wild, laughing, smiling the widest smile, one brighter
than any mere winter’s excuse,
her fire
is a directive: so eager, sky to please this beauty
dancing on soft carpeting, seen faintly through grandmother-made
curtains
it brings the children freedom, brings
the teachers rest, brings
itself before her, bowing
for her blessing

and she laughs, while Hakuna Matata plays on;
she never admits to her…
…well, you know.

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Changing the Filter

Posted by JC at September 8th, 2009

A man’s soul
is like a filter. It
strains out the big chunks,
pain
and anger
and suffering, sure, but also
the little things
the petty annoyances
and distractions
are muffled, to be blissfully ignored.
But after a while, it gets full.
Clogged. Soiled. Stained. Dark and hole-ridden
and the tiny things grow big
and the big things, they become
“business as usual” — the normal course
of everyday
life
and
you just
get

tired of it all.

I need to change
the filter. A soul-change, not
so easy. I cannot have coffee while I wait,
or get a free wash; a done-in-twenty-minutes job
this is not.

But I have
a plan.
It’s so simple it feels
like f*cking genius,
but maybe I’m just
spinning
my wheels
again.

You want to hear it?
Of course you do, or you’d have stopped
at line
one. But you know,
you’ve probably
heard it
before.

Wake up early.
Go for a walk outside, spend time
with nature
and the sun
and the wind.
Eat a breakfast of fruits and vegetables,
and thank them for life.
A fast shower, scrubbing hard, making skin
come alive.
A calm day. No politics. No news.
Wu-wei. Be
the river, which flows around
the rock
without notice.
Work immersed
in calm music
and smile softly.
When work is done, seek nature again: river
or garden, shore or hillside; lay down
in the grass
or on the sand
and watch the sky, yes,
like you did
as a child.
Breathe in fresh air.
Be nature’s friend.

A long, long bath
hot water seeping into you, washing out
soul-pain
and warming you within
and then sleep, early.

Not that different
from what your mother probably said
when you were a kid.
But we lose track
of things like that
in busy lives
immersed in a churning vat
of negativity
and pessimism.
I know I have.

It’s crazy, really, I suppose.
But maybe it will work.
I’ll let you know…

I’ll let you know.

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a winternight not spent beside the fire

Posted by JC at March 26th, 2008

You know, I
regret not going with you to sit beside the fire and write
poetry into each others eyes with words
made palpable by heatshimmerair and rising pebbles on skinsuddenchill
of winterbreeze through suddenly
open
doors
gusting the fire
rustling magazine pages
taking the steam
off hot cider
or chocolate
but nothing touchesthesteamthatisrising
from hot shower massager,
after,
or from your skin as gel and hand and breast birth foam, our
dawnchild, aftermath and precursor both, or from fingertip
sucklingcircling firm pink cherry, ripening, foam-kissed, aurora backed,
or black cherry dampveil, dripping with diamonds and snow,
twin gleams catching light
and refracting it
to wicked,
wicked smile,
while temporary masterpieces
sculpted four hands free-form,
slow as sandstone
wind
and rain
forces of nature
gliding curvesandbendsandfoldsandplainsandhills
and heaven
and earth
seashell delicacies; fingertips trace eartwistsandturns (stomachsfollowalong)
and soft breezewhisperssecrets and tastes of
hot cider
or chocolate
with cinnamon
cream
chin rises fingersfalltrackthroatslide
pulse
beats
beats
beats
and hand ladles waterhotwater
rinsing away the masterpiece, forgotten for what lies beneath
flushing pinkredblush reveals pale birthscar, fingertips pause
to pay homage and honor as navelkiss
and handscup
and lipsmovedownbareskinfreshshavento
taste
firm
nectarine
fresh, hot, sweet-tart, skin taut
and finally yielding, parting under fingerpresstonguepressure
and juicesfreedforlapping
tasting
notenoughtonguehastens
and handsinhairsqueezepullpress drown
in heaven-nectar
lipscapture peakofstem
and catch
and tug
and shake
and tonguetipracesforthback
hot breath out
hot breath in, tight vacuum seal
while sticky fingers
slip past peel
in search of secret
sacred core
and more
and more
and the oceans rise and fall; hot water floods white tiles
hot nectar floods dry throat
splashandcrashand
shiver
quiver
quake
pink legs on overdrive
remind water of foam
rekindles bubbled bath
and face pulled up from nectarine
forced into kiss
sweet juices
drip two chins
and heat two throats
and breathislostformore than moments, thorough
neardevouring
hungerbeyondmanskenn
unsatisfiable
two legs, pinkflushed by hot water and rushingblood, still shaking, reach out
capturewaistandpull
intent
unmistakableinwickedsmile
and shielded eyes
and in the fingernails
that damnednearscarbutwhocares
and handspushback
as nymph is born from foam
and sends to foam
the lion, her tormenter,
arms pinned to porcelain, legs trapped beneath,
flush deepens as she takes her stance
astride the newly conquered
and demands
herjustdue
as nectarine
descends
ripeopenedwaitingdripping
surrounding
clenching
too-thick
eyestearbreathgaspswhole
body
shudders
easing
down
easing
down
easing
no more, rushing forcing taking stealing away
her just due with unstoppableforceandtearsstreamfromjoynotpain and
beard-hair tickles peachscentedbreast
and manhandsrakevanillascentedback
and waists dance side to side to side in unpre-
dictable syncopated circleovalspiralshakes;
pale tiles relive the flood
as hotwatertorrentsteamsplashes
with each new nymphly possession, each fresh
arching of lionsback
stateoffloorforgotteningripof
redblackwhiteredblackwhitefirelifesparklingcrystallinelifeexplodingmirrorthrustandmore
oh, more,
gods, more!
theworldexplodingintowonder
and thighlocktightens
and nymph slides down
to lie lion-entwined
and fingerstouch
and gigglesweet
and laugh
at the destruction left behind
and just… to laugh
and smile in sheer joy
and coasting
on the aftermath
of sunfire.

I regret that night,
not sitting
by the fire: tasting
only faint,faint bitterness;
not glory.

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Ex Nihilo Subjecti

Posted by JC at November 10th, 2007

(Full title: productio totius substantiâ ex nihilo sui et subjecti–the act of bringing the entire substance of a thing into existence from a state of non-existence)

I stand
Alone
atop the mountain
gazing down
at the raging seas
beneath
me.
The sky is black
with thunderheads
and the lightnings
dance
to suit
my
mood.
From the sea
before me
by my will
alone
molten rock
bursts forth
forming
a new
mountain.
I raise my arms
and call
the arctic blasts
the icy winds
of the frozen poles
to blast against
this ring of fire
and the rain
beats down
upon it
and the lightnings
sear
its crown.
A symphony
of natures
vast
capacity
for creation
and
destruction
and I
am
the
conductor.

 
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The Way of the Leaf

Posted by JC at November 10th, 2007

To live
as does the leaf…
to grow
in the appointed place
caressed by breezes
bathed by rain
warmed by sun
the Way of the Leaf
is peace….
In an age yet to come
an age long past
when men
and women
live by the Way
the bravest of all
who will not harm
who will not raise hand
who hold to the way
and in that time
a circle fifty thousand strong
surround a madman
arms linked
singing
reminding him
of the great man he once was
and could be
again
if he returned
to the way
shielding the city’s escape
with their bodies
standing before the fire
singing
fifty thousand leaves
sighing in the breeze
and falling
unprotesting
before the hurricane
that the city
the Way
the people
escape
and live.
To live as the leaf
falling from the branch
at the appointed time
unprotesting
floating
to the ground
slowly
gently
gracefully
as the leaf lives
so does it die
enriching life
returning to the earth
the Way of the Leaf
is Peace.

 
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Trails in stardust sugar

Posted by JC at September 10th, 2007

Trails
in stardust
sugar sweet
can glisten
under moonlight;
pink-tinged “I love you’s”
circle
over curved
expanse
of powdered canvas.

Twin puffs raise smoke
before the trailhead
as the other realm’s
explorers
come to rest
upon an obstacle
to further
exploration,
and protest.

And then cut free
verdant obstruction
and explore the tree of life,
with dragon heart
and serpent soul
they climb, and climb…

…as the trailhead breaks
to canyon’d stream,
explorers take to river
rolling side to side, around, around
entrapped by wave
and ripple,
to
and fro…

…and beyond the tree, Vesuvius
to climb, to taste
the fire of
the molten soul
feel
the tremblor
of the earth-god,
drink
the magma
of his name

as explorers reach
the rapids,
and careen,
the shocking waves,
the snow-melt rocks
the stones, ride up
and down
slave to the river’s whim,
the canyon’s touch,
serve only
rapid’s
will

-
Sun comes
the expedition ends,
explorers back at camp
lay touching
as the dawnbirds sing
and spy a jar
of sweetness.

 
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damned allergies

Posted by JC at September 4th, 2007

holding hands
beside the river
as the sun
sets
behind gleaming towers
of corporate glass

watching salmon
jump
the waterfall
laughing
kissed by the spray
and kissing

good memories

Warm memories

but still
I miss her,
miss
that warm and local presence

the december rain on
the sidewalk mixes
with the moon
and wells up in my eyes

yes, those damned allergies…

allergic
to absence

 
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stick it away

Posted by JC at September 4th, 2007

just toss it.
I’m tired of the headaches
I’m tired of the broken hearts
I’m tired of the pain

stick it away
in some forgettable place
behind the couch of hell
beside a long lost single sock
there, to remain

wash my hands
wash my life
of the bright red blood
that came from it
and of the tears

why not just box it up
in little pieces
ship them all around the world
so everyone
can burn

a piece of my heart

 
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to your toes

Posted by JC at September 4th, 2007

I would like the time
to apply myself
to your toes.

You know
what I mean… I want
a whole
lazy
day
or two
alone
with you

making love
in everything we
do, from waking spooned
to sipping tea
to dancing
and to heaven
and beyond

I want the time
to pay attention to each
toe, beringed or no, to
suck
and lick
and gently, softly
blow
without a rush

the time
to work your toes
and every
single
inch
of you
as though

it was
the only

you like
what you hear?
come on
and stay with me
a while
I will
make breakfast
and
have you for lunch,
we’ll share
ourselves
for dinner
and
for tea

No phone calls interrupting,
no TV on, no kids, no
nosy neighbors and
no internet,
no radio
just letting go
and taking time
to live
and laugh
and love
to silence
and soft music
without words

Close your eyes.
Do you feel my fingers
playing in your hair, carressing
combing, all around your scalp
and weaving loosely
in and out
warm hands
to nape
of neck.

Close your eyes, feel
my fingertips
come dancing
down each side
from underarms
to hips
barely brushing, just
caressing
with skin-whispers,
my cologne warm
in the air
and your breath
hot
on my face

It’s been too long
since I told you
that I love you
without words, in
that louder voice
of actions
and the softest hint
of touch

I would like the time
to apply myself
to your toes.

Will you come to me, soon
come to me,
relax, and find
forever?
Will you grant yourself
permission
to indulge? I
am waiting,
I am
waiting
here
for you
to come
and hold me
and someday soon
I will apply myself
to you.

 
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Our Dreams

Posted by JC at September 4th, 2007

Of late my love it often seems
that we cross paths only as the black cat
without luck
Love, fondness, adoration remain
but seem swept aside
by the concerns of the day to day
and there are times
when this bothers
the both of us.

Breathe
deeply.
Come with me
away
from this
for an hour
a moment
a lifetime…
in dreams we sail the oceans
salt wind whipping our hair
a thousand thousand stars
reflected in each eye
framing you
framing me
as we touch
In dreams we float on breezes
touch the clouds,
the moon, the sky
and drift
on wings of love
In dreams we stand on mountains
underneath the driving rain
and the wrappings of the busy day
disappear
as the rain competes with hands and
mouths and skin on skin
to touch
the closest.

Come to me
my love
and stand with me
breathe in the lilac blossoms
kiss the rain
bathe beneath the stars
and let love
have its way.
Work is done in waking time –
our dreams…
are ours.

 
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